OK SO YOU KNOW WHEN SHIT GETS REAL WHEN EVERYTHING JUST SEAMS NEGATIVE, YOU FEEL LIKE YOUR BEING LOOKED DOWN ON AND YOUR UNAPRICIATED. WELL I’VE BEEN FEELING LIKE THAT THE PAST FEW WEEKS AND IT’S WEIRD BECAUSE ITS MOSTLY BEEN MY FAULT YA KNOW SO I CANT REALLY COMPLAIN. BUT HERE IS WHERE I FEEL I HAVE THE RIGHT TO, IN MY MIND I CANT FIND WHAT i’M DOING WRONG SO NOTHING REALLY SEEMS TO BE GOING THE WAY I HOPE BUT ONLY THE WAY THAT i VIEW THE HUMANS AROUND ME.
SO HERE IS MY SOLUTION. I HAVE BEEN TRYING TO FIND THE GUY THAT I WAS BEFORE I GOT TO HIGHSCHOOL AND I WAS WATCHING SOME OLD CARTOONS AND ANIME AND MOVIES THIS WEEKEND AND I FELT LIKE THAT AGAIN AND SO IM JUST GUNNA B IN A LACK OF BETTER WORDS……A TOTAL JACK ASS. i HAVE ALWAYS FEARED NOT HAVING FRIENDS SINCE THE FIFTH GRADE AND I HAVE ALWAYS HAVE TRIED TO PLEASE OTHER PEOPLE ASIDE FROM MYSELF, AND LAST NIGHT SOMETHING OCCURED TO ME. I HAVE BEEN F^#*ING UP ALOT AND ITS BECAUSE IM WORRYING ABOUT THE WRONG THINGS LIKE THAT. SO HERE IS WHAT IM GOING TO CARE ABOUT IN ORDER. 1) MY LIFE AND RELATIONSHIPS WIT THE HUMANS i WANT AROUND ME. 2) MY BODY AND SOUL. 3) SCHOOL. 4) MY ARTIST CAREER. THIS IS THE BASICS I CANT FIGUE OUT ANYTHING BETWEEN THE LINES IF THERE IS ANYTHING HAHAHA. SO WORLD LET ME INTRODUCE MYSELF TO YOU ALL OVER AGAIN.
HELLO, MY NAME IS BRIAN MEANS IM AN 18 YEAR OLD SENIOR THEATER MAJOR AT BOSTON ARTS ACADEMY. OUTSIDE OF SCHOOL CERTAIN PEOPLE CALL ME JR REZZ, WIND, TUNE, SHINOBI, BJ, LB/LITTLE B, OR JUST B. MY LITTLE SISTER CALLS ME BRUDDY, THATS HERS ANYONE ELSE CALL ME THAT AND I WONT RESPOND. I AM AN ANIME/CARTOON/MOVIE/TV WATCHING, JAPANESE LOVING, CARD GAME PLAYING, WEIRD, DANCING, SINGING, ACTING, GOFFY, CRAZY, EXPRESSIVE, JACK-ASS, TELL YOU WATS REAL, NEVER BULL#8@& YOU, SINGLE, QUIET, COOL, CALM, COLLECTED (AT TIMES), FUN, SMART, INTELEGENT GUY. AND THATS WHO I AM. I WILL BE A CRAZY DOPE REDUCULOUS ARTIST THAT EVERYONE BETTER LOOK FOR IN THE FUTURE. IF YOU LIKE WHO I AM SO FAR FOR THIS TELL ME WHO YOU THINK I AM AND WE SHOULD HANG. IF YOU DONT LIKE WHAT I WROTE IGNOR ME AND WHAT I SAID AND DONT HATE ME FOR BEING REAL, BUT IF YOU DO THANK YOU.
BLESSINGS, PEACE AND PROSPIRITY,
BRIAN MEANS.